Hello God?

I know I seem stubborn
But they're more stubborn than me
They never listen to Your Truth
They only love themselves, not Thee

They want what their flesh lusts for
And what they can boast about
They have no honor for You
Or for Your servants devout

They don't respect Your Word
Nor Your messengers' pleas
So why do You send me
To these people lost in their deeds?

Moses and prophets, they ignored
The Apostles, they killed
Their ears very itchy, signs they crave
They won’t get any of that from me
So why send me to them?

I am young, can I do this later?
I've given up all to follow
But sometimes I wonder
Why is this path so narrow?

My hands are on the plough
And I won't look back
Please guide me to live the Truth
And never to slack

Keep me far from titles and fame
And all the trappings of this earthly game
I hate to be associated with those who fake
Help me to never exalt my name

Give me the strength to continue
On this narrow path
Like you did for Christ
When He willed the cup will pass

Hello God? I love you!
I'll continue on this journey
With Your love and Your grace
And I'll trust You to carry me
As I run this race at Your pace.
Even if only one listens